Hard Choice

Target audience: People from the age of 15-25 that enjoy reading monolouges about intense desicion making. Also people that enjoy reading about peoples hard lives.

We are really really high up, it is now or never. I have waited for this moment my whole life. This man has caused my whole family problems, from when I was a young age he was causing terror in the house hold. He would slap and use violent language against my mom and sister. I couldn’t do anything about it at such a young age, but now, now I feel like I have all the power in the whole world. Yes this man is one of the reasons I am in this world today, but what I have gone through and what I have saw, sometimes I regret being born. Life is supposed to be enjoyable, we should make the most out of life. This man has not let me enjoy life, this man has let me enjoy very little. I swore that when I turned 20 I would find him and end his misery, yes today is my 20 birthday.

I ran away from home at the age of 12, at 12 I was to small to do anything about it, I would just have to sit and watch. So I lived by myself for a while visiting my mom and my sister. The best days I can remember from my younger years are the days were he would disappear or be put in jail for a couple of days or weeks. I swore to myself everyday that I would do something about it, and never become what he became, a monster.

He was supposed to be the man in my life that I looked up to, instead he was the man in my life which I wanted to get rid of. The only conversations I ever had with him are after I called the cops and he was yelling at me when they took him away. I shouldn’t! I
Shouldn’t have had to go through any of that. Now after all these years on my 20th birthday I chased him to the top of the highest mountain. I have the power to end his life and begin mine, what do I do, WHAT DO I DO!, hahaha, the choice is obvious.